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[August 25th, 2006 @ 12:21am] |
so i just read this thing in someones xanga.
and ever since its basically all i can think about.
because its so true about me and how im probally feeling.
and now i really dont know what to do from here.
ahhh im just going crazy right now because i never
actually wanted to make myself think what i read in that
xanga but it really did just make me realize that its so
true and that im making me say and do things that probally
i really dont feel, im jsut caught up in the moment. ohh
and let me tell you that moment has been for over a year. : /
its just i didnt think my thought all could change after
i read one thing. it just really surpised me...
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[August 22nd, 2006 @ 9:27pm] |
i reallly dont use this thing much anymore...
but i guess that once in awhile i will.
anyways; schoool is about to start. and i reallly
dont want it to. but on labor day weekend, ill
up camping with steph in the dellls. and were going
to noahs ark for one of the days! =] and i actually
found out that im for real going back to guatemala,
so im reallllll exicted about that! idk i guess that
there isnt much to talk abouut. peace!
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[June 27th, 2006 @ 10:23pm] |
hmmm. i really dont know when was the last time.
i said something about my summer, b/c im to lazy
to read what i wrote in my last entry. so im just
goinn to start from sunday. but so far my summer
has been like amazing. i thgouht it was going to
be different. like me hanging out wtih different
people, but i guess things change. summer is still
totaly amazing. =] anyways. on sunday i went to church
and then niki came over. we went to sussex. went
to max's with ryan jakc and jason. mmmm yeah. & then
niki took me home. and i went minigolfing with my
d2 group. yeahh i totaly won that. then we went out
for icecream. then i came back home and chilllled.
monday, i had drivers ed. came home. mostly just took
a nap. brad brought us these subs from suberiba (sp?)
they are like amazzing. and then we went to the softball
gamme. it was funn; like always. today. went to drivers
ed, again. and then went to lannon with lauren & sam.
mm, can we say cute lifeguard. that started talkin to us.
mmmmm. he wants us to come tomorrow. chyeahhh. =] and then
i came home, took a quick nap. picked up sam. went to
tammys and swam with sean jake and ryan. woooo. and now
im here. typing this. summerfest is thursday. dont know
if ill go as much as i wanna, but i'll for sure be there. =]
im in love with summmer && you should be tooo.
things that i still need to do this summer:
-noahs ark
-great america
-get "close" with a guy
--ohh and the rest is um nothing. =]
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[June 15th, 2006 @ 11:09pm] |
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so far my summer has been really good.
i just feel like writing all about it..
so hhaha yeah im going to do that.
fridayy-
went over to samms after school.
we took a lot of pictures.
then i came home around 4 and got ready.
then we went to a festival in brookfeild. =]
saturday-
went out to breakfast with the family.
then stoped over at my aunts house.
came home, got ready. went to panera w/ cory.
then he dropped me off and i went back to
the festival again with sammm.
sunday-
i went to church. then i went out to cedarburg.
went to stephs sisters graduation. then back to
stephs and they had a party there. then we walked
downtown cedarburg..i met some pretty hot boys.
justin & jordan. yeah we went back to stephs house
and hung out for a bit. =] then they left and i slept over.
and pretty much stayed up super late, talkin/textting them.
monday-
we woke up early. went to mcdonalds for breakfast.
then they dropped me off. i had my first day of drivers ed.
then i came home. and pretty much took a nap. then went down
to milwaukee for the boys softball game. then afterwards.
we went to culvers, like at 10:30 at night. and raced on
the freeway. freakinn scary, but i loved it. hittin 140
in and out thro cars. =] then i came back home.
tuesday-
woke up early again, for drivers ed. and then went home quickly.
went to go pick up bethany with the sisters. she got her belly
button periced. and then we went to get icecream. and then went
to the zoo for free, cuz she worked there. and we gota ride the
train, FOR FREE! haha. then we dropped off bethany. and then i
went back home and got ready. and went to foxbrook for kirstins
birthday partyy. yeahh a lotta people there. it was funn. and then
we went to culvers and then to the aultmans house. then i went back home.
wednesday-
drivers ed, of course. and then i came home. and niki picked me up.
and we went to wirth park. we walked like 3984783 miles to go to subway.
walked back the 3094830 miles and hung out by the skatepark. met some cutires.
and then we left around 4. i got ready and then niki came over. and then
we went to driven and then of course roberts. and then i came home later that night.
today-
ughhh drivers ed again. and then niki picked me up agian and we went
to the skatepark agian. and met some more cuties. and i only got burnt
on my back... and then i got home around 3:30.. and pretty much just
chilled and spelt and talked on the phone alot. i dunno, it felt good
to stay home one night for a while... uk! =]
tomorrow-
i have drivers ed. then im going over to tammys to swim. then steph is
coming over. then were going to jordans party. then steph is sleeping over.
saturday-
waking up early. doin some yardwork crap to get money off for camp. then
maybe hanging out with steph.. or if not coming home to CLEAN, like for real.
then weere having like A LOT of people over. like it will be crazyy. were
cooking out, playing the pinball machine, havin a fire. it will be fun.
sunday-
i got church. and then idk what during the day. and then i have a book
thing that im doing that night. so that should be fun?
monday-
who knows.. i got drivers ed for sure and then probaly softball game.
tuesday-
drivers ed in the morning. then hopefully going over to stephs. =]
then probaly sleeping over, if i do go over to her house. and then
of course hang out with justin and jordan, cuz they are just to hott!
wednesday-
spending the whole day with steph and hopefully the boys too.
and then of course driven and roberts. and then maybe steph is sleeping over.
haha so yeah, thats pretty much my whole summer so far. =]
i am LOViN it, like A LOTT. and yeah i pretty much wrote A LOT
so i'll just stop. have a good night.
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[May 14th, 2006 @ 5:46pm] |
letss see i havent done anything really for the longest time.
expect on friday, i went to allies with some people.
today is mother's day. i actually got her something.. : )
haha and brad came over for a bit and i was laying down
and he picked up my legs & just sat down by me. haah idk it was cute.
but i really think he & my sister should hook up. (my older one)
ehh tomorrow i get braces & this is the last week of soccer. gahh.
and it seems like things havent been going that great for me..
hopefully they turn out for the better... : ]
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[May 11th, 2006 @ 9:14pm] |
soo i dont have a job anymore. yay for that!
but im going to get one for the summer, like
one that i can actually work during the days.
one night was last night, it was amazingly fun.
idk life is getting better for me. : )
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[May 9th, 2006 @ 5:35pm] |
i heard the worst news EVER today.
i havent cried this much, in FOREVER.
and i dont think anyone will know...
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[May 6th, 2006 @ 5:14pm] |
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gahhh i feel like everything is fading away.
that im not there anymore...& i have no one
to talk to.... it really does suck.
i got a job, and i mean i like it, cuz im going
to be making some money, but i feel like im
not even going to be hanging out everynight on
the weekends. and then i'll def. fade away from
everything....uh i truly hate this feeling. ksdjfksdjf.
& i miss so much right now, its like im missing everything.
and no one is here to understand, no one. its like they
dont even want to know.. so i just keep everything bottled
up inside of me and i really couldnt tell yah... : /
there are only a couple things i look foward to now..
is that school is finally ending & of course summer. : )
ahh i dont even know what else, cuz i feel like im nothing anymore.
and im not trying to make people feel sorry, i just need
to say something..... jskdfjklsdfjs.
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[April 29th, 2006 @ 12:53pm] |
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wow i kind of miss my livejournal. but im pretty much addicted to myspace. ha this livejournal name is so stupidd, but ohh well. ah im so happy that school is almost over. : ) and the weather is going to be soo nice out! im playing soccer again, but i dont think its going to last...but we'll see. life has been going pretty good, i really can't complain. well there are some ups and downs. but thats always going to happen...ahhh im exicted for tonight. im going over to nikis house with MGG! & nicole. yeah it should be fun. : )
well im going to go, hopefully i'll up-date this more often!
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[April 27th, 2006 @ 3:50pm] |
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gahh no one ever does these anymore.
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[February 11th, 2006 @ 9:36am] |
uhhh i hate being sick.
it started thursday..
then i went to school on friday
til like 4th hour & went home
& slept. then i still felt bad,
so i just stayed home and rented
a movie and ordered pizza w/ the
family.. and now i still feel sick.
tonight i gotta babysit, so hopefully,
i'll have time to rest & everything.
then tomorrow, we have church & i think
i may go to the mall and possibly w/ sam?
then we have D2 groups, hopefully thats fun..
5 more days til the concert!!! omg im
so exicccccteeed! and then that weekend
is the grace classic, which means, i getta
see all these kids that i'ved missed.
mhmm, i tottaly cannot wait. i hope my week
goesssss by so fassssssssssst! : ]
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[January 30th, 2006 @ 6:54pm] |
yeah so today was alright.
people in 8th hour pissed me off.
yeah & i slapped this one boy. ha
uh after school. i came home for
a bit & then cory & justin called,
so me & ash met them up at starbucks.
they kept trying to take pictures & uh
they got a really ugly one of me. ha then
cory had to leave at 4. idk we just stayed
there talking w/ justin til 5. it was nice,
and fun. then he took us home and i got
his pillow i've been wanting since friday!
saweeeeet! then i went to target, kohls, &
fashion bug (for the first time)ha and they
had sunglasses on sale and i couldnt resit.
yaehh now i'm here, really bored.
& i'm still falling for this one boy & like
a couple people know now..and someoen that knows
him rreally good, told me stuff about him &
what he thinks of me... : ]
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[January 28th, 2006 @ 5:07pm] |
i know i hardly up-date anymore,
but i THiNK that i will.
last night, i had an awesome time.
justin & cory picked me and ash up.
we went to justins. and we like hit
over 100 in the car, ha i loved it.
we had this huge fire there. so thats
where we hung out the whole night w/
a bunch of people. i tottaly scraped
up my leg by running into corys truck.
i met someone who looked and acted like
napoleon diaminte. ha, it was amazing.
i got into snowball fights. mhmm, it
was really funn. until i supposdly lied
to my mom, which i didnt at all and she
knows that and they had to take us home
earrrly. uhh that ruined my night. today
i went with my mom to get her hair cut &
we went to petco and stuff. umm i'm not
doing anything tonight, but i dont care
really that much. robert got home last
night, hopefully hes not in a cranky mood.
&& about guys...theres this one boy, but
i dont feel like telling anyone, i just wanna
see how it all works out this way for once.
i've never liked him before too, so thats
why i really, really want this to work, somehow.
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[January 9th, 2006 @ 8:52pm] |
whoa, i haven't updated like over a month.
well a lot has happend since then. ohh uk.
christmas, christmas break, NEW YEARS!, i
got a boyfriend<3, mhmm & just other stuff.
uhh exams are coming up, but i really don't
mind them that much anyways. just scared about
my grades; i do have A's and B's tho. ha.
ooh alex's birthdayy is tomorrow & this weekend,
me & him are going to see the movie hostale. (sp?)
pretty sweet. : ] & on sunday were having this
surpise party & like 20 people are going to be here.
& then monday is my birthday. akgsdjhg. i'll be 15.
&& i want these sweet tickets to this one concert,
but i'm keeping it a secert. : ] ighht & idk what
i'm talking about anymore. so laterrr.
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[December 6th, 2005 @ 7:14pm] |
wow i haven't up-dated foreverr in here.
today, ughh we had to swim in gym.
i really don't like it that much, but oh well.
then i had to make up swim agian. so i pretty
much smell like chlorine all over. & i saw this
one boy today. i used to like him a lot, and
i really noticed today that i'm pretty much over
with him. i've read so much crap about other things
that to me it just seems like it happens with
every other girl, which is competely just wrong.
uhh but about some other boy. ha.
yeah, i tottaly ingored him yesterday,
and today he pretty much did the same
thing to me. which is dumb, cuz now idk
what i should do, cuz i thought i was
starting to like him & he likes me?
idk but now i'm tottaly screwed on that.
i kinda just wanna give up for awhile.
& sees what happens with that...
ighht, later. : ]
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[October 18th, 2005 @ 9:46pm] |
yeahh so my weekend was pretty much pretty awesome.
friday- i got ready. marisa picked me up. we went
to the game. hung out. kate took us home & stopped
for icecream on the way. marisa then sleeped over.
saturday- we woke up early. went to a football game.
took marisa home. got ready. babysat. claire picked
me up & had a girls night out/sleepover @ marisa's.
sunday- woke up early. went to church. then out to
lunch at panera. went home, got ready. went to nikis.
went to oakwood & hung out with cody,matt, & alec.
then went to kates house. marisa picked us up. went
to a hautned house w/ donny tyler rach kate niki me
& marisa, matt and max were scared! ha. yeah but the
haunted house was fricken scary!! then i went over to
nikis with kate. we made carmel apples. ha. kate went
home. i slept over at nikis.
monday- hung out with niki all day. then went home
around 3. took a nap. got ready. went to B52's with
cody and niki. then went to k-mart. then walked over
to the game. & then i went homeee & did my homework.
yeahh, so that was my weekend and it was one of the
best ones that i have had in awhile. <33
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[October 2nd, 2005 @ 8:15am] |
lets seeeee.
um thursday after school, i went home
& got ready and went to the ML game.
it was really fun & pretty much freezing.
friday, school & then, i went home. &
then i went to brittanys. then we got ready
& everything and went to the comics concert.
yeah it was funn. then my mom picked us up
& we dropped brittany off. saturday, um i got
up early to go to my sisters game. & then we came
back home for a bit, picked up kate. went to
the mall to get our jewerly for homecoming. & then
we went to the varsity game. it was fricken hot
out there. & then nikis dad took us to kates. we
hung out there. claire came over. then we wanted to
go to a haunted house. so we found a ride and we went
with evan, joey, & tyler. yeah i pretty much, LOVE
haunted houseees. haha. and then we went back to kates,
& walked over to cody's house * sammmy boy & andy were there.
idk we hung out there and then we walked back. & i got picked up.
yeahh so my weekend, pretty much has been sweett. now
today i think im just going to church and then working on
my homework, unless i do something with someone? idkk.
askdjgsdkgj. homecoming is next weekend. i'm actually really
exicted for it. yeah on friday, my mom is doing like this
thinng, idk i forgot and then its the homecoming game. then saturday
i'll pretty much be getting ready and then pictures are at daves.
dinner is a olive garden & then homecoming danceeeeeee! : D
it should be really fun!
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[September 27th, 2005 @ 7:12pm] |
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today was a halff day at school. afterwardsss. i went to pops & then to dairy queen. the line was so fucking damn long, but i just waited anywayssss. then i went to pops to meet up with people. then to the parkk. & then back to dairy queen for icecream and then back to the park again. yeahh it was fun. idk then i got home around 3ishhh. w/e.
tomorrow-school & then youth group?
thursday-school & then ML freshman game?
friday-school & then i have no idea yet. if i'm not doing anything, i may go to the the comics concert.
saturday- pretty sure im going to the mall w/ brittany to get jewerly for HC and then going to the marquette game. then i think at night im going to bonnies party since some kids are going to be there that i haven't seen in awhile. pretty sweet.
sunday-no fucking clue. probally church in the morning, which means i'll find out more news about Guatemala. omfgg, i'm more exicted than ever. i can't waitttttt!
sadkjgkjsd. i love you.
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[September 25th, 2005 @ 2:15pm] |
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okkkkk. i haven't up-dated in awhile.
so i'll just say my weekend.
friday- yeah i went to pops & then
i went to the football game. it
was pretty much really fun.
saturday- i got up early to go to
my sisters game, her coach made me
video tape it, ha i hope i didn't
mess up. umm, then pretty much the
rest of the day i hung out with dan
for a bit & then justin & rudy. then
i came home like around 7ishh. & i fell
asleep watching a movie like around 8ish.
yeah ikkk i'm dumb.
sunday- i went to church. & i heard the
most amazing news everrrrr. like it seriously
made my day/week/month. yeah i found out
that were going to gutemala agian this summer.
skldfjskdg. fucking amazingggg. but i didn't
see ryan or alex at church, gayness. ha. um
then we went to starbucks & just ran some errands.
idk now im here and later im going to a movie
with my sisters, since they are paying. sweet.
& i need to work on my homework.
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[September 19th, 2005 @ 3:05pm] |
k so idk when the last time i up-dated this, so i'll do the weekend.
umm friday--went home with kate on the bus. we hung out & then went
to the hale game. yeahh it was fun. we kicked their asses. then i just
came homee. saturday--i woke up early and with my mom to my sisters
tournament, it was fine cuz then we went to the mall and i got my
homecoming dressss. yeah and then i bad to babysit & i made $40!
sunday--i just went to my sisters tournament again and then to the mall
agian to get my homecoming shoes. then i just came home and talked on
the phone all night and did homework. today--yeahh school and now im here
yeah today all i pretty much did was think of coca and how i miss him, i
guess its just one of those days. i guess i'll call him or something tonight!
next weekend//friday--football game//saturday--ML homecoming?//sunday--iDKKK?
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